No one never assumed that we loved each others, what would they think about it? I do not know, I do not care, I just love you. The first time we were alone together, the first time we kissed was the best moment of my life. Yes, you are Amish, yes, I am French, but that did not mean anything to us. I really liked kissing you, you were different from the other boyfriends I had, you were nice and attentive with, you made me so happy. Of course we did not see each other often, but those rare moments were so much fun. I think I will never be able to have such an adventure. It was an adventure because we had to hide our love, we had to do this to not have problems. The issue is your religion, mine is not that strict. Your religion and family could never accept that we were dating, but you did not care, you told me that God want us to love each other and not to be narrow-minded. Once, you wanted to stay with me, I mean for life, you wanted to be part of my life, you wanted to leave your community. I said that your were stupid. Things were complicated, I was leaving in couple weeks, and you said that you wanted to come. I just told you that I love you so much and I did not want to lose you, but life was hard and we had to be strong. Then I left crying, I went back to France alone and torn apart.