I just cannot forget you, I cannot put you out of my mind. I am still seeing you by my side, next to me, smiling, laughing and looking at me as no one ever did. I remember when you told me that you were in love with me, you could not stand the fact that we could not be together, I did not understand, I was suprised. You made me nervous, I blushed, I smiled and I bent my head. Then a big gap of nothing, we just look at each other with shy eyes, and I turn the other way. I was just lost, I really did not understand what happened. Next time we saw each others, it was weeks after this, you were very distant, very cold, when I had the occasion I explained myself and you said nothing. You were as turn off. I even said that I was interested by you and you said nothing. So, I just stop trying to talk to you. And one day, I came back from school, I saw a buggie in the driveway, I was not excited, buggies are often in our driveway. But I saw your brother talking with mine, and I was suddently happy. I felt stupid. I talked to your brother and I ask if you were here, he said yes. I was interiorly super-excited to hear this. I went through the front door with a stupid smile and I saw you, you were sitting at the dining table with your father and my second father. I went in the kitchen, I was thirsty, I really wanted to talk to you, to be alone with you. Your father wanted to talk with me about some interesting things and I sat in front of you. I was nervous because I felt your eyes on me, I did not know if you felt the same thing for me as you said months ago, I did not know if you wanted to talk with me. We all went outside, I went alone to the pond to set a fire with the dog. Minutes later I saw you coming to me alone with some wood. You said you wanted to help starting the fire, I said that I did not need help, I just needed to find a lighter, you said that you loved me so much, and I stopped what I was doing, I suddently wanted to kiss you, to hold you. I looked at you and told you that I felt the same, and you came close to me but I stepped back, I said that it was not the place, someone could see us. You agreed and we started the fire together smiling and laughing, we were in love of each other.